I'm sorry no one replied to this! I know exactly how you feel but I really hope you can recover from this suffering and walk away from this in one piece. Do you talk with crisis lines?

Maybe therapy or medication might help?

Barbara

I've seen posts from you before about wanting to kill yourself. Sorry you feel that way. Can you tell us more about what's going on with you? It might help both you and us if we knew more about your situation. Also you will probably get more responses if you post on the general discussion board. And yes do look into getting on some medication and therapy.

What for? what do you want to kill yourself for? To find out what happens next?

It's my opinion that absolutely nothing happens next, ever again. That's it, you decompose.

Anything has got to be more fun than that.

I'm sorry you feel this way and as you can see on this board you aren't alone. I do want to say though that speaking your mind on this board can potentially get you locked up, once locked up you will possibly feel even worse or with luck be put in a treatment center that actually wants to help you. It's a coin toss at best but I understand where you are coming from wholeheartedly and I completely sympathize with you.
I hope things can turn around for you and in my humble opinion an allopathic Dr will get someone nowhere in regards to actually healing from this hell. A naturopath Dr albeit a good one can do wonders in getting to the root cause of your problem as opposed to just masking it.
If you can somehow get to the naturopath school in your area that you can see a student if you are low on resources, if you aren't, there are plenty of quality naturopaths in your city that could help you more than an MD ever dreamed. I've read more books than a few Dr's combined to know that there is no healing that pharmaceutical meds can offer...it's like trading cancer for diabetes in a way.
Some people just can't understand how feeling like there's no use can feel like but unless they've been there and I mean REALLY been there, if not they are out in left field. If you feel so very distraught by all means contact a crisis line and if the person doesn't feel helpful...it's them and not you so don't think you can't be helped.
The very first thing you should try to access is a good counselor and not every person that hangs their shingle on a door is a good counselor. A counselor at this point can help you through this and it can be done, I hope you have some good supports nearby that are nurturing...it can make a huge difference.
I hope you can feel better very soon!!!

Please don't we need you here

Please do not commit suicide.

I feel the same, take away the pain, although I'm still here?

Please go to the hospital or call an ambulance! You can be helped, I had to do it once! It helps! Please don't give up! Ted

You'll get through this. We're here for you.