Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I feel like I'm completely losing my will to live. I just don't care anymore. It's kind of bothering me that I'm thinking this way. I know soon enough it won't bother me anymore, and then I'll end up doing something about it. I've done it before. I almost checked myself into the hospital today because of it (I pass the hospital on the bus on my way to work). Maybe I should, I don't know, but I know I never could actually get myself to go to the hospital to get help. I have an appointment with my counselor on Friday. I'm scared I'll end up in the hospital then anyways, if I make it that long . . . I don't know what to do.
I see you are a student and you are getting married, these are really good positive things, try to hold onto them as hard as you can and not dwell on what's keeping you down. You have religion, hold onto your faith and ask for help.