I'm starting to feel very depressed. Through my years of middle school and mostly through high school I was always picked on and avoided and because of that, I don't have many friends. I managed to have a few relationships through these times, but all of them have ended badly and have only hurt me more. Grade 12, I really started to relax some and I made some new friends and I thought that I was over this. But now my friends have all gone off to college and now I have noone to hang out with. My brothers don't want to have people over because I take over and I want to hang. I don't have a decent job because I'm so depressed and I don't want to get out there. All of the girls I know only see me as a friend and nothing more. I don't want to get out there and try to find someone only to have it not work out. I really don't know what to do. I'm worried I'm going to start contemplating suicide but I don't know how to avoid it. My life just sucks. What should I do??
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