Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
insecurity.....Don't destroy my relationship with the most amazing guy in the world. It isnt fair that i have to keep dealing with this bullshit even though i DONT EVEN HAVE A REASON!.
Im so tired of this stress and putting myself through all of this for no reason. I guess im just scared of bad things happening even though i know deep down inside it wont. Im so confused at myself. but not at my relationship, everything is my fault. why do i have to put others through my bagage and BULLSHIT. Just because people fucked me over in the past. Guys and girls, im so sick of thinking its always going to be that way.SO what if someones prettier than me, its life, it happens, and thats the way it is. I Guess that doesnt mean shit. Looks are mostly made up by most girls anyways, i dont understand why im so concerned with it, god., why cant i just let it go. I mean geez.
I have the most amazing person i would have never thought ive had, and here i am complaining about every little thing. Why dont i just shut the fuck up. I think itd be much easier, rather than running around in circles all the damn time. one minuet feeling fine and the next LIKE SHIT, because i cant let it go. Its so rediculous, i want it out of my mind. Let me think. Hmm what has this person done to me, to make me believe that hes going to do me wrong....NOTHING. All hes done for me is love me and put up with me. Yeah he's raised his voice at me, but thats it, or maybe ignored me sometimes, but its not bad as i make out to be. I make a big deal out of everything. FOR NO REASON. I never did have a reason, and probably never will have a reason to be this insecure. It's so stupid, most people dont worry about the things i am worried about right now. Like why caint i just enjoy, my time with him, for like what ever.and get over EVERYTHING that eats me up inside. I feel like im cheating him out of being happy, for my own insecuries. I hate myself for it.
I mean, i know i mean a lot to him, i can tell, and he acts like it. Im just being the difficult one. Im still afraid to get to close to him,but at the same time im also afraid to be away from him for a damn WEEK. Idk whats worse, being scared of getting close to him, or leaving him for a week. My thoughts are kind of jumbled. I just need to STOP.
God, yes hes amazing.
Where else do you find a sweet guy like him that actually puts up with your bullshit...NO WHERE. Because there is no one else like him. why would he do all this for me if he didnt love me? well he WOULDNT.
Im so tired of this stress and putting myself through all of this for no reason. I guess im just scared of bad things happening even though i know deep down inside it wont. Im so confused at myself. but not at my relationship, everything is my fault. why do i have to put others through my bagage and BULLSHIT. Just because people fucked me over in the past. Guys and girls, im so sick of thinking its always going to be that way.SO what if someones prettier than me, its life, it happens, and thats the way it is. I Guess that doesnt mean shit. Looks are mostly made up by most girls anyways, i dont understand why im so concerned with it, god., why cant i just let it go. I mean geez.
I have the most amazing person i would have never thought ive had, and here i am complaining about every little thing. Why dont i just shut the fuck up. I think itd be much easier, rather than running around in circles all the damn time. one minuet feeling fine and the next LIKE SHIT, because i cant let it go. Its so rediculous, i want it out of my mind. Let me think. Hmm what has this person done to me, to make me believe that hes going to do me wrong....NOTHING. All hes done for me is love me and put up with me. Yeah he's raised his voice at me, but thats it, or maybe ignored me sometimes, but its not bad as i make out to be. I make a big deal out of everything. FOR NO REASON. I never did have a reason, and probably never will have a reason to be this insecure. It's so stupid, most people dont worry about the things i am worried about right now. Like why caint i just enjoy, my time with him, for like what ever.and get over EVERYTHING that eats me up inside. I feel like im cheating him out of being happy, for my own insecuries. I hate myself for it.
I mean, i know i mean a lot to him, i can tell, and he acts like it. Im just being the difficult one. Im still afraid to get to close to him,but at the same time im also afraid to be away from him for a damn WEEK. Idk whats worse, being scared of getting close to him, or leaving him for a week. My thoughts are kind of jumbled. I just need to STOP.
God, yes hes amazing.
Where else do you find a sweet guy like him that actually puts up with your bullshit...NO WHERE. Because there is no one else like him. why would he do all this for me if he didnt love me? well he WOULDNT.
you seem like very aware person you what you are feeling and you know how you should fix it you are a lot like me so now that even though you know what needs to be done to fix the problem it is guard to do those things that will fix it. I also think that if this guy care for you then you make him happy so please don't think you are cheating him out of being happy.
can i suggest something for you? .......
for the last few days I have been saying the serenity prayer and it has heled get through the day and the type of feelings you are having. I personally do not believe in god so i take out the word "god" and ask this prayer of myself so you can make it suit you..
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
the courage to change the things I can
and the knowledge to know the difference."
I hope this helps and i hope you feel better
love madina lake by the way --"morning sadness"