I don't know you and you don't know me and I think that's what makes helping someone so hard, but I know where you are and what you're going through and I need you to know that it get's better. I know you've probably heard that a million times, but it's true. I am here for you and you have to understand that I love you, because you are apart of me. I've stood where you've stood.

-Jackie

I know what you are going through. I have sat there sometimes thinking if I really did it if I took my life would it really matter to most people? Things seem to be getting better for me though and I'd love a friend who can understand what all this is like. If you'd like feel free to talk to me because I could use someone to talk to as well. Stay strong.

First off I would like to say how amazing and powerful it is that you have battled with depression for seven years! You are a true fighter, you know you want to fight for your life because after all you have fought for 7 seven years already! You should be proud of that accomplishment alone...
I've been looking for a friend, a true friend as well, still haven't come across that so I can't tell you but what I can tell you is that I haven't lost hope... There are a billion plus people in the world, its absurd to think that not one of them will be willing to be my friend and help me through life... I feel that you will find your one true friend. Time is hard.. because time can't be stopped, replaced, or fast forward. It is what controls us all and unfortunately it is what we need.
There will come a time when life gets easier for you, when you have found your little bit of peace in your life, its a matter of time when you finally get there, don't lose hope. You will get there!! You are a fighter and you will win!
feel free to pm me if you ever want to talk, vent, rant, or just need someone to pass time with :)
best of luck to you and keep fighting!!!