Things just seem to keep on piling up on me. First, my cousins husband Karl died. He had a heart attack. It was two days from his one year anniversary with my cousin. Two days later, while I was going to our family thanksgiving, I hit a car at the top of our driveway. No one was hurt, but I screwed up the car and the back corner of my tuck pretty good. And then just today, my friend texts me asking to pray for one of her friends. My friend hasn't talked to me for about a week and the only time she has, has been once I texted her. It seems to me like things are just getting worse. And all this stress is effecting how much sleep I get. I can't fall asleep until generally around midnight each night. and then I'm getting up at seven for work. I'm feeling really sleep deprived. And I can't nap at all because I'm really sensitive to light. And I can't go to sleep now because even though I'm dead tired, the minute I try and go to bed, I'm imdeiatly awake again. It's just a horrible feeling. I'm starting to feel like I could just leave here and no one would care until they needed my help with something. It's a horrible feeling. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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