My life has really started to take a downward spiral. My relationships still suck. I got rejected once again. I don't know what is wrong with me that makes all my relationships fail, but they always seem to. It is killing me. And what makes it worse is that none of my friends are willing to talk to me about it. Oh no, they can all talk about how their relationships suck and what they're doing with there boyfriend/girlfriend, but when I want to talk about mine, they don't care. It's like that all the time. But I'm a helper. I like to help people and make them feel better. All my friends say I am a great friend, but none of them are willing to be a great friend to me. I can only help people for so long before I hit a wall. I'm willing to listen to anyone, but who is going to listen to me? I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to dissapear.
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