I finally realized something today. It's never going to be that way again. I was thinking about the past and started crying today in 6th period. I thank god everyday I'm out of that mess. I just miss that 1 person I know I can't get back ever. I thought about him for along time just nevere say anything about it. I know that it will never be the same again. I just think of what could have been but it's not a choice. I knew what would happen and I did it anyway. I know now what heart break feels like. It sunk in my head today. I have to tell myself it'll be ok. I just wish I could have done things different. I am living with regrets that will never go away. I do miss him but it's best this way. It's been about 2 months since I seen him last. I think about you often to let you know. I will never forget the things we shared in the past. It is now time to say goodbye to a old friend. I have been in love with you for 2 years and now it's goodbye. It's a new start and a new fresh breath. I love you and I will 1 day let go.
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