I'm one of those people who think that you can't fall in love at only age fifteen. I really used to stand by that, too. That is until I really started realizing my feelings for my best guy friend. I've known him since elementary and this year he came back into my life after three years-school changes. At first i tried to ignore it, then deny it. I knew we couldn't be together. He has a girlfriend with whom he is in love with and i don't think he'd ever see me that way. I tried to make myself not like him, but the more and more i thought about him, the more i realized, i think i'm in love with him. I don't exactly want to be, but i can't stop thinking about him. He makes me smile each time i do think of him. There's hardly a moment when i'm not. But it also makes me sad because i know he's with his girlfriend and they are happy, so i don't want to come between them. I honestly want him to be happy, but i want even more so for him to be happy with me. He's the only person that i know personally that knows absolutely everything about me. I trust him so much that this year i actually told him i was molested. I'm not sure what to do. I'm trying to move on, but it's like a circle, no guy is as good as him. I don't want to confess my feelings to him, but i don't know how i can move on. help? it's driving me mad