Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
I try to make other people happy, but it doesn't ever seem to work. No matter what I do I seem to depress someone or piss them off. I keep trying to make other's happy even if it means I give up my own little happiness to make just one person happy. I want to make a difference, and yet it feels like I am failing at it. I can't even find my own happiness anymore. I want to give up the hope that I will have some sort of happiness that will last longer than a second. I want to give up on hopes and dreams because mine never come true.
I, myself, gain happiness from my loved ones because they are my only source of happiness. The only thing that makes me happy is seeing them smiling because I drew it in their faces. It seems that you think you are pissing them off but they might actually be concerned about your happiness too, maybe that's why they can't be genuinely happy because they can actually see how you drag yourself to the limbo. It is really hard and sometimes it is unavoidable. But what the heck right? We are human beings and we are allowed to be fragile. But we can't actually just offer them everything because as much as we are aware, maybe we give too much and we tend to forget that we need it more than them.
Make time for yourself alex. People you love surely treasures you. Life might not be fair but we are allowed to be happy on what it can offer. :) Hugs for you Alex.