Well I just don't know what to do anymore Im depressed because of my eye well I was hit in the eye with a golfball 6 years ago and had to have 5 surgeries and now Im going to probably have a prosthetic put in Im going in the 26th of this month to see when we can. I just have a hard time with the pain and stuff anymore and its only getting worse...I get so depressed over this because I just wish I could havd 2 eyes to look out of. I know other people can do it so why cant I? Why do I have to be so stubborn? I feel alot of the time that people are staring at my eye and not me because yes it does look different from my other one but I dont know its not like gross even though sometimes I think so but other people disagree with me. My parents are getting a divorce thats the short story and Im having a hard time with that and I just feel like Im never going to find someone thats going to love me...for me. I feel like Im never good enough for anyone because whatever I do just...ugh I dont know. Sorry if Im all selfish because Im not. I always put other peoples problems before mine. Anyways I better go talk to you all later!
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