I'm think I am done. I don't want to do this anymore. I am tired. I forgot how to be happy. I forgot what makes me happy. I forgot how it feels to be happy, how it tastes, how it looks, how it sounds. I'm just tired. I hate it. Life, people, emotions, everything. I think there really is no cure for depression. That happiness is an ongoing battle. And I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. Its not worth it. I hate trying and caring. I'm giving up. I'm done. Sorry..
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