Once up a time 14 years ago, my heart fell in love with a man with whom I wonder do I really know? It started out as writing therough a magazine add, not knowing in the beggining he was a cad. Then one day he called me on the phone, by the sound of his voice he had a sweet tone.
Then came the day I went to visit this man, not really wanting to go, oh yes I thought I can. Waited in line for other people to move, not really fitting in into this grove.He walked down the isle with this look on his face, not really wicked, but just a trace.He sat down, we began to talk, at this point of time I couldn't walk.He was very kind to me, but through the years I didn't see. Fell in love after three hours of being by his side, oh boy, oh boy there was no place to hide.
So many roller coaster rides of ups and downs, now most of the time all I do is frown.A frown would not be so bad, but my frowns always turn to tears, I am so sad. Missing him so as the days go by,all I ever do any more is just cry and cry. Letting it all up to God up above for his freedom to come, pearched in my room as a white dove. I wish we were free as the morning doves do come, sitting on my window pane as if wanting to come in, I don't remember this love ever being a sin. Missing him so, so sad and blue, any one knows me, knows it to be true!
Just Me!
Though I dont know the details of why he is no longer around, you did a wonderful job expressing yourself! {{hugs}} to you as I hope you find a way to get past your pain and focus on what is good in your life.
((((hugs)))--rae