My name is or AKA is Mamabear, but my name name is Lynn, through out the years I feel as if my life is cursed, but not through sin.
I try to help others as much as I can, giving advice of what I think is right from wrong, its so difficult in this life on hells earth to stay strong.
I met some one years ago, Oh God, we are so far apart and its breaking my heart. Waiting and wondering if he will ever make it home to me, I can't see, my eyes do deceive.
My love is behind swords of hell, innocently sitting for almost 40 years, how do I even stop these tears?
Life is so meaning less any more, wishing they would just settle the score. Feel like dying every day, look at the pills, just want it my way.
Made a promise I would not do this, but holding on to my last of free will, surely brings me the chills.
I need a place where I can just write and write, if not I may just give up my fight. My grown child also has to treat me the way I deserve to be treated, but life is so full of crap, I have been cheated.
Will things ever get better for me, only time will tell if once again I will not be decieved, and with help from up above if received, I once again will see!