Put simply, nearly everything

what happened to me!

I feel guilty normally about everything I do, and don't do.
Like not listening to my sixth sense, and being too weak to fight back.

Not being able to keep my promises and letting everyone down...

everything. i fell bad about talking 2 people! i hate it. its just something thta wont go away.

usually mama. she has her own issues and she think i make up stuff to get attention. no matter how hard i try to be a good daughter, i never do well enough to please her.

I feel guilty for allowing things happen to me.

my mom and dad dying. if only i had stayed home one more day like they had asked they would not be dead.

I feel guilty for confiding in people. They say they are there for me, and they truly are. They want to help me through my "issues." I've told them so many things that only they know. It's all said in confidentiality. The reason for feeling guilty is maybe I've put them in a tough spot. They are great people and they encourage me to share my thoughts on a rough day, they call to check on me, they are there at all times. I lean on them quite a bit, maybe to much. I love them both. Am I depending on them to much? What would happen if they weren't there?

I feel guilty about letting him rape me so many times
about letting my parents down so many times
about failing my best friend after I promised I would protect her
about trusting people that I shouldn't have
about not being able to let people into my life
about harming myself
about feeling sad all of the time
about taking my anger out on my best friends

for letting people convince me to do things....

I spent money on my parents card and they are in the hole.