Because it works

What I mean by this is you have programmed yourself to do so it's what works. It's really irritating for me personally.

Good Article

Tackle the Problem with Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to use and abuse my body, voice and expression to get what I want through emotional manipulation and blackmail.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to present myself sad, cry, bend lips, open eyes wide open to look innocent to get what I want through making others believe I am innocent, right and hurt by their actions or inactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing believe my own fabrication of being hurt and sad by not getting what I want immediately and that I should be irritated, sad and angry as a consequence to get back to others, spite them, abuse them back as I believe theyve abused me through not providing for me that which I desired.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear that if I wont prostitute myself as hurt and innocent I wont get what I want and desire as my ego and self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing forgot to consider others within me blackmailing them and manipulating them through my presence as trying to express myself emotionally hurt by the actions or inactions of others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to use a program Ive inserted into myself and developed for my own self-interest and purposes in ignorance of what is best for all and what is self-honest to guide, direct and control me and leave the responsibility for myself as life to this program as an outside force, god, religion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to abdicate self-responsibility for getting what I want to an outside force as a belief that I am obliged to receive support from this outside force.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to secretly hate and despise this outside force I belief should provide for me as Ive abdicated all my power to and towards it and now I am dependent on this force, have to wait, pray and hope for this force to provide for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear my self created god as the outside force I believe in as and when this force does not provide form me on time or in the quantity and quality I require.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to allow to be controlled, manipulated and directed by an outside force as a belief Ive created about myself and within myself as I fear loosing this force as I believe and Ive programmed myself to automatically and without consideration or practical common sense believe myself to trust my belief of god as something or someone that will take care of me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing fear walking and taking care of myself by myself completely alone without any outside support.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to believe that I am too weak, too small to take care of myself and direct myself completely alone by my own and on my own accord.

That is a good article. It will definitely help me out a lot. Thanks for posting this :-)

http://erin-m.hubpages.com/hub/A-Simple-Meditation-for-Heart-Mind-Connection

Here is a different link that may help :-)