This is following up on my question yesterday about sleeping with the other guy....I texted my husband again tonight & asked him if we could just talk tonight....he replied no. Then I asked him if when he is alone if he truly feels in his heart that he wants it to be over....he replied, "yes"...So I asked him once more the question that he would never answer....if he had the papers in front of him right now, would he sign them....He replied "yes"....he would never answer that before. So now I sit here finally believing it is over...sobbing & again considering the other guy. i know I sound really messed up 7 I am!! I cant handle the feeling of despair & I know that being with the other guy would be a reprieve from that...I need so much help that it scares me!!!!
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