I wish I had seen what emotional blackmail can do to a relationship! I couldn't see what it was doing to my bf and how it was making him feel, or jeopardize his sobriety.

My bf just called this was the first time in months. I was trying to explain to him that I was in seriousus state of depression and feeling like he didn't love me.after all I had done for him. I was holding it over his head. I told him I was not in the right frame of mind.

I made him feel like crap and less of a man, and it was putting his sobriety in jeopardyrady. That is not the kind of person I wanted to be. I told him I was really sorry and I can't take it back, but I was in a bipolar manic mode.

I hate being codependent and bipolar, but I have to say working the program is changing my life for the better.