Well I have been trying to get clean for years. I had five years clean from 1995-2000. They were great years, I got alot accomplished---received an associates degree, purchased a new home, had the car of my dreams, a great job at the post office and the love of my life. He had 9 years clean and one day he brought home cocaine. He thought we could now handle it. I look back and shake my head now. Well it ruined everything--- I lost my job, my car, a child killed in a car accident at the age of 21, my house and the love of my life. I went to several rehabs and kept relapsing. I made it for 4 months and relapsed. I continued to keep going to meetings. I am on probation for something stupid I did at work and I think by the grace of God I have finally surrendered....I have 9 days clean and it happened three days ago. I FINALLY want the recovery program and all that comes with it. It makes such a difference becaused I have prayed so hard to have this happen and the miracle has arrived. NO MORE COCAINE. With God's help I CAN DO THIS......I'd like to hear if something similar to this has happened to YOU! Please pray for me, my name is Tina...Love to you all!
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