Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...
I feel so alone and I can't stand to look at myself. My one true friend, my mom, has said she is now finished with me after I admitted to her that I had another relapse and smoked crack.
I don't feel sorry for myself, I am surprised she has tried to help and not given up before.
I am beyond selfish and I wish I had the guts to finish things once and for all.
I knew this would happen if I told her but I couldn't lie anymore. I tried to figure out a way to not tell her so I could keep her as a friend but I didn't know how.
I don't even like how it makes me feel, my brain and body have this idea that it's going to be great and I end up more alone and depressed than before.
I wonder sometimes how I allowed myself to get to this point.
You don't say if you're happy as that is the very first question you should be asking as we can have every thing we want materialistic wise but it's happiness and contentment is the questions as obviously something is so wrong like me for you to be wanting a fake high xx