Hello. I have no one to turn to and I feel so alone right now. My boyfriend has a coke addiction. He was clean for over a year before I met him. We were together for about a year and he ended up using again and than didnt for about 3 months. Now he is using atleast once a week. Its to the point where I had to take away his debit cards because I was paying all the rent and the bills. I told him he really needs help. He broke down and agreed. His mom and I take him to support groups and are trying to help him but he keeps relapsing and feels terrible after. Tonight was our anniversary but he took the spare key to my vehicle while him mom and I were out shopping and I know he is out there right now doing coke because he came into a bit of cash. Everytime hes out I always worry that he is in the ditch somewhere, O.D. and dead. I love him so much but I dont know what to do anymore. I cant go to my family or my friends on this. I thought he had changed and I feel like a moron but I want to believe that he will get better. please help me
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