Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...
I am 33 years old. Throughout my 20's I experimented with drugs but i never got carried away.This past year especially the last six weekends I have been doing Coke and Molly a couple weekends ago. I feel like I am starting to develop a problem. i dont do it on weekdays or do it by myself. I don't have cravings either. Its just seems like lately on weekends it is always around. It makes me feel sick and so guilty because I know that mom and brother would be so upset with me if knew what I was doing. I am out of town for the holidays but when I get back for NYE i know it will be around again. I just wish we could go back to the old days with my friends when we were just smoking weed and drinking. I have a tough time saying no when I am drinking and around coke. I am so ashamed since my family has no tolerance for drugs. I guess I am writing this because I needed to vent and also I am very upset with some of my decisions and the way i have acted this past year. I need to get back on track and be able to say no. Do I have a problem? Any suggestions on how to get out of this rut. Any suggestions on how to get rid of this guilt?
I drank and did coke for many years until the change came, and I found myself home alone doing coke.
You have a problem because you admittedly cannot say no. So I suggest you avoid the situations that you put yourself in. Don't be afraid to get help now. Hugs to you.