Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group

Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...

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Chasney 03/26/2018

Hi. Just joined... had my first line aged 21 now 46 although my usage has been up and down (mainly a frequent social type user but more recently at home). Almost knocked it on the head completely a few years back but saw an old friend and fell back in to it. Married 10 years and two wonderful kids. Good job too! been seeing a therapist for a year or so and although she's great and I've learnt maNY things about me... I still find it so hard to control urges especially if I know I have a social occasion.

Not sure what I expect from this site but thought I'd give it a try... excuse spelling errors... can you guess why?!

Anyone else like me out there???

Ellabella41 03/26/2018

Hmmm I’m like you in that my usage is lowush as I haven’t the money but in my opinion I know without s shadow of a doubt that I’m an addict and all I’ve done is slowly replace on addiction for another but this one is a secret and no one knows and yeah I wonder what I’m blocking and hiding from as there’s something otherwise I wouldn’t how I am,
As for this site in particular I’m afraid no one posts it’s pretty sad xxxx nice to meet you xx

Chasney 03/27/2018

Hi.
Thanks for your reply...nice to meet you too!
Aren't we all hiding from.something? Have you tried any kind of therapy? Worth a try maybe and its heIped me.
Im somewhat jaded today after last night's events. Never seem to learn!!! Anyway time to try again, just threw away the remains (and I don't do that often

Ellabella41 03/31/2018

No I haven’t tried therapy but I know that my using coke is to fill something in my life it has to be doesn’t it? How have you been this week anyway ? Xx

Chasney 04/05/2018

Hey. Probably either filling something missing or hiding something?! Ive been ok so far for the past 10 days or so... but sooo many bloody urges and soooo easy to make justifications to phone my man! What about you?

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