I found this site today and I must say I am so happy to have found it. I am 47 and this past Saturday I woke up and finally decided to take my first step in getting better. I have used for the last 25 years and acted if I was only a part time user and I know damn well I was an addict but didn't want to confront it. I ruin all the holiday's with the ones I love because I have learned to sabotage it at their expense. I went to my first meeting last evening and know that I have a long road ahead to start getting it right. I am bless that I have been able to keep my job and earning alot of money but not showing any thing for it. I hope that I can continue the road to soberity and learning how to stay clean. I now understand how important it is to have support
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