Clarity Community Group
This group originally had been formed to lend support and to have open discussion on the topic of dissociation. We have since opened up to all aspects of PTSD, BPD, DID, BIP, Depression, etc. Basically our group is a safe supportive (non judgemental) place for open discussion on any somewhat related topic. We do not discriminate. We consider ourselves to be...
Do you ever feel your wasting your time? going to therapy, trying to put one foot in front of the other, wash dress show up! and for the most part nothing changes if nothing changes!!I believe I' still here bc I don't have the "Courage" to take my life! although some days I've been at the "River"!and the black hole gets bigger then smaller but always there!the flashbacks triggers and zoning out and relying on one of the others to help keep you safe, even though you know that is near impossible and I mean safe within, when you think how could that be when your "Soul" was taken!! I'm starting to ramble so I'll say goodnite and I hope I made some sense not quite sure why i'm writing except therapy was very emotional and draining!!Blessings to all!
I don't know. I have been in that place. My last attempt failed. (Probably a good thing) I suppose I decided to live. I did have a "light bulb moment" when I realised what I was doing. I do believe happiness is a choise, and that change happens when you make it happen. It's up to you no one can do it for you. Everyone here is in the same position, we have different issues, but they boil down to the same thing. Do you want to live? You could follow the advice of Kerry King " Wanting to die is a reason to live." And theres plenty more ridiculose things like that I could come up with. I know I'm very easily amused and that helps keep me here.
insecure, your thoughts & feelings matter. I send you a gentle hug.
Good therapy will address your pain and provide an outlet. What do you and your therapist talk about??
I gather that you have Dissociative Identities. Is this correct?
you need a huge huge hug is what you need honey
some hot milk and someone to tuck you up in bed...go and get in now and i'll warm the milk ...come 'ere (SQUEAZE) big hug
thats it
fuck it insecure
FUCK IT
x
It takes awful abuse to break someone into pieces like this...I hurt for you.
I feel therapy has helped me tremendously, and is never a waste of time.
Actually, I went today, and we talked about my using this site sometimes to divert my attention from my problems in real life.
She is right, of course.
Yesterday, for instance, I became paranoid on this site, and after some digging, we figured out that it was actually my real life and what was happening in it that I was causing me to become very upset, but instead I transferred my feelings to this site, and became paranoid.
I don't know if this makes any sense.
Now I have to spend much less time here, and more time paying attention to my problems, because I won't even think about my problems, much less talk about them.
Sorry, I took up too much space about me. Sorry.
I just keep showing up hoping one day she will actually try and help me instead of just blabbing the "name' for what I am expressing to her.
I feel for you and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ((hugs))
Never give up.