Clarity Community Group

This group originally had been formed to lend support and to have open discussion on the topic of dissociation. We have since opened up to all aspects of PTSD, BPD, DID, BIP, Depression, etc. Basically our group is a safe supportive (non judgemental) place for open discussion on any somewhat related topic. We do not discriminate. We consider ourselves to be...

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insecure 05/31/2010

So because those monsters took my heart and soul, I had to break off to others to protect myself!More and More is being revealed and it's fucking scary! very scary!!Having some place safe to come to is so so helpful, even though most times I'm looking to leave this planet but I can say it and say it and no one says your out of here bcause your to morbid! Might of thought it! but didn't say it LOL!!So once again thank you, I am humbled by your caring for your fellow member!!!! Blessings to all!!

RaeFx 06/01/2010

Insecure you may think the monster took your heart and soul but I do not believe that happened. They are still there trapped in a fog. I say this because, one year ago I was in a very similar situation. Yes It is fucking scary! I will also tell you that honestly it gets worse before it gets better. You have to hang on, do the work, and trust me in the long run it is so fucking worth it to regain your life back. A life that is better than it was before!!!! Do not give up, do not let the fucking demons win...fight girl, FIGHT!!! We are here to help you every step of the way! I take this very seriously (as if you haven't noticed). Last year as I was in this black place... I was all alone. My husband (soon to be X) said to me everyday "JUST FUCKING GET OVER IT!!". He would then continue to verbally, emotionally, mentally, and sexually assault me as time went by. Way to kick and stomp on someone when she was down in the first place. I was also dealing with injuries from a MVC, one of which was a head injury. The fucking demons had me pinned down real good for a while. So yes this topic is personal for me. One of my personal reasons for starting Clarity with Clair was that I vowed not to stand by and let someone go through this battle alone if I can help it. I will stand by your side and fight off those demons....I have slain them once, let's go get yours! You are not alone!!!

You will find, once you have gotten through this battle, that your heart and soul are still intact. You will find a much stronger woman than you have ever known. Your name will no longer be insecure. You will be ready to be "takeontheworld".

Love you and am here to help fight the fight.
Rae
xxx

deleted_user 06/01/2010

I couldn't say it any better than Rae. She is a true poet. None of us should have to go through this alone. You are a beautiful soul who deserves nothing but love, support, and the best chocolate money can buy!!

deleted_user 06/02/2010

Hi insecure

I know it's been a couple days since you wrote this but I want to say I hope you're feel better. I'm kinda at a loss for words right now but I just wanted you to know that I read this and understand how you feel. Hope today it better for you.

you can call me shir

insecure 06/02/2010

hi shir, thank you for yor kind words.unfortunateley as much as I try I can't seem to shake the demons!

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