Clarity Community Group

This group originally had been formed to lend support and to have open discussion on the topic of dissociation. We have since opened up to all aspects of PTSD, BPD, DID, BIP, Depression, etc. Basically our group is a safe supportive (non judgemental) place for open discussion on any somewhat related topic. We do not discriminate. We consider ourselves to be...

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insecure 02/14/2011

Why Can't I ? It would be so easy ...but then I guess it's not suppose to be! You must pay for your sins... or at least I must , and I guess when your as evil as I am you have a lot to pay for! Pay I must until whoever decides you've Paid enough so I haven't Paid the final bill only partial? I hate the fact that I'm still here and I hate the fact that I don't have enough Courage to take my own life... and the fact that my luck I'd not finish the Job. and be stuck here anyway!

blackdog999 02/14/2011

oh insecure
i love you

i hope my email didnt trigger this

i was trying to help i swear i was!!!!!!!!!!!

stephanietram 02/14/2011

I recently read that one of the best ways to prevent yourself from suicide is to think about
- if you don't succeed, how much worse can it get
- the people who will be damaged emotionally from your actions (the article insisted we all have people who would be hurt, if we are honest)
- the pain
I forget what else it said...these stayed with me. Maybe they will help you.

deleted_user 02/14/2011

I never make my decision to stay alive based on other people. if other people care about me, where the fuck are they. I have a letter above my bed telling the ems/police that my funeral is pre paid and there is no one to call family wise. I live for me and when I am done, I am done.

deleted_user 02/14/2011

How can I hug you if you are six feet under?

KeepHoldingOn 02/15/2011

hey kiddo......... you are stuck with me. no getting out that easy... mwwaaaahhhhhhh

RaeFx 02/15/2011

Dear insecure I love you girlfriend. I do not believe you are still here being punished for sins. I also do not believe you are an evil person.

I am sorry that you are in so much pain....however I do not believe suicide is the answer.

Hugs

deleted_user 02/15/2011

I'm so sorry you are feeling this way Insecure........ you are still here because you are meant to be. I don't believe you are being punished..... and I know you aren't an evil person. We all know that.........

Hugs to you.........

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