Clarity Community Group
This group originally had been formed to lend support and to have open discussion on the topic of dissociation. We have since opened up to all aspects of PTSD, BPD, DID, BIP, Depression, etc. Basically our group is a safe supportive (non judgemental) place for open discussion on any somewhat related topic. We do not discriminate. We consider ourselves to be...
It's been horrible epiosides coming closer and closer scary, don't think any amount of therapy will work! Maybe one just learns to live with it! I don't have any answers anymore and I'm just to tired to fight the battle! The reality is Doctors only know what they've been taught, when the fact is I live it and more often then not it's a huge Struggle! I don't even have the energy to end it, well at least not right now!It's so there though just waiting for the opportunity and I'm gone, you all have been nice. Blessings All!
Keep talking to us GF you are not alone. I hate to see you slide back to that dark "life is undoable" spot
again.
Love you much!!
xxx
I don't have any answers, I don't have any of this figured out myself and I am starting to wonder if it's there for the figuring out to begin with.
People like you and me were chosen to be here for the sake of the fight. I just pray to God in the end that what we are fighting for exceeds our expectations.
I think people mistake our reactions and emotions towards this type of stuff as not accepting ourselves, and it's not that at all.....it's just trying to get through each day....with something else controlling us and everything we do based off of what we feel. It is exhuasting being a puppet. And it is even more exhuating trying to make sure to put on a good show through it. A good disguise to please everyone else so we don't upset the balance...
if I am high I feel the feelings of falling in love, winning a lottery, dance and spin freely because no one knows what free really feels like, at least not like I do. And when we are low it feels like you just lost your mother, father and children. When you are hypo you can't even peel a carrot and hear someone talk at the same time because it puts you in an anxiety attack and sends you spinning so fast...makes you feel so useless and makes you feel like you are dumb because you can;t comprehend basic things everyone takes for granted. And psychosis...don't even get me started on that one....
Insecure I understand you, as you can see. I wish I knew the answers because I soooo feel for you and anyone feeling like this. We all have our issues that we will never get over, every single person here, but I can promise you that as long as you fight you can get through it.
So remember, Through it...not over it. it's the best that I can do. It's where I am mentally and its what makes a little sense right now. Love you.
I am sorry for going on but you know me and should expect it by now. xxoo
talk to you next week sometime, I am trying to limit my time spent online in these forums because there is to much that could get me into trouble right now, I am still wearing band aids I guess you could say lol. I'll be around if you need to talk =)
p.s.
I know this is not a bipolar forum, but when I think of episodes it is what comes to my mind. I know there are many more types that come along with PTSD, anxiety, etc. it was just my example I guess. Wasn't trying to single out any one type of illness, it's just what I understand the best i guess and easiest to explain for me. So no one take any offense.
i'm with you guys
up down
in out
sometimes i can lose myself for months
i have no idea what happens but i manage to get to work
i know i am well when i eat healthy - Leanne loves healthly food
alot of my memories - even recent ones i am me watching me
i am not actually me
i dont share this with people due to my spiritual beliefs which is complicated
but for you insecure to know you are not alone i would do anything
you are so special
we each here wait for the sun
it does come
i promise
dont make this wait your last x