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This group originally had been formed to lend support and to have open discussion on the topic of dissociation. We have since opened up to all aspects of PTSD, BPD, DID, BIP, Depression, etc. Basically our group is a safe supportive (non judgemental) place for open discussion on any somewhat related topic. We do not discriminate. We consider ourselves to be...

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insecure 07/16/2010

I'm feeling so lost, my mind is racing so I have the need to run and run till I can't run no more! I can't even find the words to express what's running through my mind! I feel as if I have no brain no soul because they took it all! and anytime I think I'm a wee bit o.k. something comes along to smack me right back down again and again like the line in the "Godfather"everytime I think I'm out "They pull me back in" am I making any sense? I will never get out of this f **in nightmare as long as I'm on this planet!Night All!

RaeFx 07/16/2010

Yes insecure this does make complete sense. I have felt this way myself and I agree...it is a fucking nightmare.
All I can say is, from my own experience, it is possible to get out of cycle of hell. I found as I kept talking about it, kept journaling...slowly but surely I was taking away some of the demons power. I was taking small chunks out of its armor making it weaker.

xxx

deleted_user 07/16/2010

This makes a lot of sense. I think anyone who suffers from PTSD (or something similar) knows exactly what you mean. I hope you feel our presence on Clarity, and our love for you. When you're feeling really bad, try to remember that you are NOT alone (even though it can feel that way) and try to take pleasure in whatever little things you can. We care so much for you. Lots of hugs. Keep posting.

deleted_user 07/16/2010

I know it doesn't help much now, but time is the only thing, like the others said, keep holding on and it will get better. There are many things you can do to look after yourself, bubble baths.....etc.
Whatever you do, know that we are here.
Love. xxxx

deleted_user 07/20/2010

i am with you insecure i hate it myself keep holding on it will get better

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