Hi all. it's been a while since i have posted beyond a response to other peoples posts. i think i was almost afraid of jinxing myself !!so the last couple months have been like a dream for me! my boyfriend was approved for his VA benifits and we recieved a huge back check that we were able to pay off bill, buy things we needed, play a little, repair the roof, and still put some aside for christmas! my oldest daughter announced her engagment to a wonderful man, they are getting married next summer. i finally found a PM dr that is amazing she adjusted my meds, and recently did a IV injection of steroids on my lower back that reduced my pain level ( at least on that area!) from 7 on a good day to a 3 on a bad day!!!!! i know it is temporary but we are talking about more long term solutions and ways to help the pain in my neck and maybe even my head later. one thing at a time. she makes sure to let me know there are no garantees and i'm a big girl, i know that, its just so amazing to have at least SOME relief from one of my pains after so many doctors saying live with it!

so remember, dont ever give up, there are miracles, there are good doctors, there is hope. tis the season after all!!!

i wish for you all miracles not only at this time of the year but all year round. love and joy to you all.