I've been in pain since the fifth grade, darn funny how I can remember the fifth grade and not how old I was in the fifth grade. Well hail I'm 54 years old now. My memory is sometime about a long as my ... o.k. I'm a male I checked several times oh God when I think about being a kid, everyone telling me the pain was all in my head, of just the meanness working out of me... Gee was I a mean kid?? Don't make any difference, If I looked at my grandmother wrong, she'd beat the hail out of me... hence the long road to my many problems in life, well till I was 16 any way... stopped the woman from beating my sorry little a.... I tried to be respectful and polite with her, turned into a pissin contest I won that time, Lost the war tho... verbal abuse never stopped. god that woman hated my a... counldn't stand a male she couldn't control. i believe my abusive childhood has a direct bearing on the chronic pain I suffer... I'm just so dam tire of the constant nagging pain, 24 hours a day eight days a week... lately it's been taking away my ablity to tinker and do the things I really enjoy. I got no one, soulmate that is wife or girlfriend, heck who'd have me, ex kicked my disabled of butt to the curb after 25 years of marriage cause she got tired of my disablity...SHE GOT TIRED OF IT??? can't say I blame her... how do ya file for divorce of chronic pain and fibromyalgia, hearing loss, overweight, DDD, compacted disc, and ugly? If ya know let me know, how much it cost... don't care... I've already paid out the ..... maybe I'm in the wrong room, so any way all you fellows out there with this craptonite, and women too I share the pain of it all with you. Russ
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