Chronic Pain Support Group
Physicians and professionalsdefine pain as chronic if it lasts longer than three to six months and is persistent. It's distinct from acute pain that is a direct result of injury or trauma. This support group is dedicated to those suffering from chronic pain. Discuss treatments that have worked for you, find advice for your specific experience, and find support. You're not...
Today's photoshoot:
All day I was treated like half a human with dirty looks. I got denied when I asked for one soda (very rudely), someone had to sneak me one... I felt like a parasite all day the way people treated me. I hurt all over, I'm shaking I'm in so much pain. I didn't walk away because when I say I'll do something, I'll do it. But never again.
These people who asked me to take photos for them, for free, treated me like shit all day, talked behind my back and when I confronted them (because I half heard them) the flat out lied to my face. Fuck that company.
On, and I bought one of their shirts and the woman who "hired" me wouldn't even let me use the inside bathroom to change. I had to use the port-o-potty.
I am LIVID.
I am in so much pain I could cry and I have a freaking migraine.
Sorry, just needed to vent. :'(
All day I was treated like half a human with dirty looks. I got denied when I asked for one soda (very rudely), someone had to sneak me one... I felt like a parasite all day the way people treated me. I hurt all over, I'm shaking I'm in so much pain. I didn't walk away because when I say I'll do something, I'll do it. But never again.
These people who asked me to take photos for them, for free, treated me like shit all day, talked behind my back and when I confronted them (because I half heard them) the flat out lied to my face. Fuck that company.
On, and I bought one of their shirts and the woman who "hired" me wouldn't even let me use the inside bathroom to change. I had to use the port-o-potty.
I am LIVID.
I am in so much pain I could cry and I have a freaking migraine.
Sorry, just needed to vent. :'(
Sorry to hear about your day! Mean people SUCK.
I know how hard it can be to get people to value your work, especially as a freelancer. Try not to let this experience get you too down. Lots of people are mean and rude but there are a whole bunch of people out there who value your art and understand your pain (like us here!)
As for all the drama, I spoke with the person who got me the gig yesterday and she really calmed me down and make me see the good things that happened that day as well. I've been stuck in a depression and I've lost my will to fight.
So, if I get any sleep (seeing as its 3:35 in the morning and I've only one hour of sleep so far) I'm going to start a new me. when I wake up tomorrow. I'm gonna clean my apt, get ready for AZ, eat more than one pbj a day, take my meds right and on time (not mix up the hours between pain meds), I'm going to smile, listen to music, watch a funny movie, talk with my friends who I love with my whole heart, edit some epic photos from the shoot today... Tomorrow I will be who I really want to be. It's too late at night to do all of that, so I'm not procrastinating. lol
That sound like an excellent plan!
Hugs..jc