dont mind me its just if i dont i will keep crying and my hubby doesnt like to see me cry. so he is working today and i went to take a bath i had tons of them all last night just trying to control the pain. but when i took one today i look in the mirror and my pelvic area where my right ovary is, is bruised. This makes me so angry because it has done this with EVERY period since i was in the hospital for PID in January and it even happened while i was still in the hospital. They had to keep me an extra week just because the pain was sooo bad. I just cannot do this. I was stabbed when i was getting out of the tub. seriously it felt like someone stabbed me with the biggest knife ever. still having that feeling im just going to call the dr again tomorrow i know part of it is my pelvic neuropathy giving me crud since i have my period but it isnt supposed to last 3 weeks and it isnt supposed to bruise you and it hurts so so bad. i have done everything, baths, yoga, swim, heating pads, lidoderm patches, and all my meds especially the nerve ones because i desperatly want them to shut up. I just dont know what else to do tomorrow we close on my new house and im trying to focus on my new crochet im learning ;) and my homework i have tons of it now since some of my teachers were nice enough to put me in their online classes. i just feel like i cannot do this every month and i went through most of my pain meds for the two months im supposed to have them for reakthrough with a three week long cycle. i hate mother nature and i hate neuropathy. and i hate being curled up on the floor crying for help when no one is here and i have to crawl out of the bathroom. i feel like i lost it. seriously but ok i did my rant im going to focus my energy on something else like finding my cell phone or homework. if anyone has advice for this pain or what to do please tell me and no i cannot go to the er and i called my dr he said ibprofin every 6 haha thats a joke. but seriously i have an appt with him NOV. 18 and i dont see my neurologist until JAnuary. i might call him sooner if i run out of meds because these periods are killer and i will be back in the er screaming for them to take it out. i did it every month before i found out it was neuropathy that is worsened by my cycles but this is the longest it has lasted