Im just venting but i went to dinner at my second moms and she asked me how i was doing. i said i was fine except that the meds make me sleepy. she asked what i was on and i told her, when i got to the percocet she got mad at me. What else am i supposed to do??? what have i done wrong? she asked me and how often do you take it. i said for breakthrough pain and she said when was that. i said i took half a one on wednesday. i had bad pain after the movies with my husband. it was embarrasing she did this in front of everyone. I went ahead and took a whole one tonight i couldnt do it. i went to my mother in laws afterwards and the pain was so bad i basically crawled back out to my car. i was upset and i have been lifting my overweight dog all day in and out of that stupid truck. I just i dont want to hide it from them or anyone in my family, hubby doesnt help i basically im here just what else is there. figure pain or no pain. i choose no pain or at least not as much. the only thing that totally takes it away was fentanyl and i was allergic gosh darnit. and i mean im doing other things to help with the pain i dont just oh i got a twinge of pain i should go take one. my dr gave me 180!! hello i can use them and i will i dont god i just wish they could understand sorry im ranting and feeling sorry for myself tonight. i hurt and there were no fireworks.
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