If my doctor gave me no hope, I would find another doctor.

Have you seen a pain management doctor yet?

I am sorry you are having such a bad time. I think I would pursue another medical opinion also. Or go to a pain management doctor. I don't know how screaming and crying gives you relief but maybe this allows your feelings or emotions to be released. There is a book I found helpful about coping with chronic illness and pain. The author has a chronic bad issue that is not fixable so he stands all the time. But it's a mind game to cope and endure day by day. Consider asking God to guide you to the proper medical care and give you coping skills. Then be quiet and wait. Meditation activities can be found on YouTube videos, many Christians see meditation as a way to commune with God through listening. This changes our mind from begging for total relief to asking for mental strength. Because for me, its all about mental strength. So here is the book, When There Is No Cure by Craig K. Svensson, PharmaD, PhD. I mean no disrespect here, I know your situation is much tougher than mine but along the lines of the author's suffering. I am also going to suggest you start a written by hand journal on paper each evening where you write out your worries and fears and other emotions. Get a list online of feeling or emotion words if you can't name them. Write down how you feel. Then write down 3 things you are grateful for. Then leave your thinking, worrying, fretting, on that page and close it up. Allow yourself to release these emotions. If your situation is truly not fixable, then its working on our minds to overcome the negatives stuff. Pain does make us depressed. So we can just use pills or we can do positive things to help ourselves. Like meditation, like journaling, like asking God for coping skills and then allowing it to happen, like counseling with a. therapist who does chronic pain patients. Instead of focusing on not having any pain, we focus on going through life with the pain. Read that book. Find a way to help your mind, which may actually reduce the pain. I know I don't have pain like you but I have enough that I have researched this stuff for myself as I do my pain without pain meds due to my body reacting to them negatively. I get depressed at times also. We endure day by day by the strength of our minds and training them to acknowledge feelings while also going around the pain.

No- the neurologist said to me that therapy will not help me so he want me to see a surgical neurologist, but my sister is a doctor also there is no guarantee it will work that is a chance i will be taking, it can make things worst instead of better. Arthritis is wrapped around the spinal cord lumbar and shrinking it by my butt and pelvis bone. I have nephropathy bad. I will be seeing a chronic pain specialist real soon. Thank you for your advice, but we are only human sometimes pain can be hard no matter what we do. I`am a strong women but sometimes i fall down. I stay active all the time, i do not know about you but pain pills do help. I`am in pain 24 hours a day so i do stay active but still i have those days God is my way out of no way the bible is my life without God in my life i would not know where i would be. Sometimes we need to get things off are chest, we need relief. Thank you both for listening sometime a person needs that. Hugs!!!!

From what you described.... It sounds like you have a spinal stenosis. I was diagnosed with that years ago but it only bothers me when I rotate my upper body to the left and bend over at the same time. It's excruciating, for sure and if you have this 24/7........I will pray for you!

It might help you to scan the internet searching out alternate therapies. I have seen many others do so with success which made me a believer in miracles.

In the meantime, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

God Bless

I'm sorry to hear you are suffering so much, lady diva. Glad you have an appointment with the pain specialist soon. Keep holding on to your faith as God will give you strength. Big hug :-)

Thank you Maui1992 for your compassion i really appreciate your feed back the support really helps that is what we are suppose to do is lift one another up in time of need. So again thanks Hugs!!!!

A pain management doctor should help.. Let us know what he says