Having the courage to share my life experience here has always been difficult,not knowing how people will see me ,since most people don't befriend the poor.
My life has been a difficult one since God blessed me with parents but did not give then the resources to take care of me.My dad lost all he has has and my mum's business alsi collapsed.I had to survive on my own to make things work...had to save my pocket money and little tikens u received from friends secretly in order to pay for my fees.Through this secret starvation i develop ulcer which was later treated.I did this so i could complete junior and senior high school.With time my junior brother had to drop out of school since there was no money.Lately i had to work to support the little my parents were providing.It got to a time i had to stop working and continue with my education.Hmmmm...since then thongs became tougher since we fed on hand to moutg but sometimes i tend to think God knows best.Currently my dad is old and i dont know what will become of our lives,much more my brother's life since he had little education.I almost got raped when i asked a man for financial assistance.Once another man promised to help me set up a little business so i can empoly my brother while i school in order to support myself and my family,provided i date him and have sex with him.Since i refused he also refused to assist me.I did that because i knew it was sin to fornicate much more do that with a married man.I just pray that God sends me help in time before i drift because i dont want to.Looks life the world is cruel to christians and nothing is given freely.