Christian Support Group Community Group
This is a place for everyone who loves Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior (or those who are seeking Him), to come and discuss important issues in their lives and find support from fellow believers in regards to their faith and life. We uphold the Bible and living a Christ-like life, not as a way to heaven, but as a reflection of our love for God.

I have studied Buddhism and the teachings of Buddha himself. There is to be no worship of Buddha or a Buddhist religion. This is not from my wants or desires, but what Buddha himself has said and told us. Buddha never wanted him or his teachings to be worshiped or practice as a religion. He expressed that he is teaching a level of awakening and self awareness. This teaching of his is the fundamental foundation of being a Buddha and Buddhism. So, any worshiping of Buddha or practice of Buddhist as a religion is false.
I am confuse about the act of suicide and what the Bible actually does and does not say about it. I do not promote or encourage suicide or any other form of physical harm to oneself or others. This I am strong about. However, where in the Bible does it state that a person who kills themselves ( suicide ) will go to hell? I have yet to find such scripture. It may be there and I have not seen it so I am asking.
Lastly, it sounds like you have had your share of abuse from your aunt. I would suggest seeking Christian therapy or Christian counseling for help and understanding. Despite what some think, Christian therapy / counseling is not about conversion to the Christian faith or damming a person for their short falls. They use real psychology and education in balance of the faith. I think this would be a great start for you.
When I am confused about something I often go to the BIBLE for help,guidance and direction . Sometimes I am enlightened by a single verse and other times I have to read more BUT GOD is faithful HE will not give us more than we can handle .
JESUS CHRIST is the only way, I am narrow minded .
Suicide should not be an option because as the BIBLE states : we are the temple of GOD and HE lives in us .
God BLESS YOU and I will pray that JESUS makes your path more clear .