Hi Razzy, sorry it took so long to answer your question. I was quite ill.

I was abused and neglected as a child. My mother was mentally ill, drug addicted and drank. She once swore to me that she wished she never had children. Many awful things happened to say the least and my father left when I was 3 years old. My new step(adopted father) hated me. My mother even told me that was the case. I lived in fear most of my childhood

Then when I was 14, I was sexually assaulted by 3 boys and I didn't tell my parents because they would have blamed me. They always did. they blamed me for everything.To say the least I felt invisible and I hated myself.

Now Jesus has been healing me for many years. its a process. I know He loves me more than any person here on earth and I am so grateful for His love.

I wish you all the love and healing that only come from God.

I remember thinking about the scripture everything good comes from God and in Him is no bad thing.

God bless you Razzy.and thanks for asking and caring. ((hugs))

I am very sorry for your many trials. I know what happened was beyond your control and very undeserved to a kind , innocent Sister . I want to let you know how sorry I am.
I am Not diminishing your difficulties but Please , take some comfort in knowing that Jesus had endured temptations dealing with bodily sensations. He had been let down and betrayed. He had been abused. He had been offered great wealth in exchange for compromise
He endured enormous pain. He was frustrated. He became very angry. He was misrepresented. His family turned on him. He knew poverty. He’d been dirty. Tired. Alone. Watched a friend die and family grieve. God will get you through your battles and my ear is always here for you when you need to talk .
So, when you or I have deeply hard, painful human experiences Jesus gets that.
Again, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart.

Love you ,
Sister Brighte

That last message was for Kathilee