Wondering what I would do if my life were my own. Circumstances are too complex to list. I am forced to work where I do, forced to live where I do, where and when I go is limited. Everything. I have always been a sheltered person and adventure is not my middle name but .... will there ever be a day? A day when I can go where I want, when I want and with who I want? Seems like an easy request. We will do anything for our kids but when does it end? I think I need to put on my oxygen mask cuz I feel like I am suffocating.