I haven't been on here in awhile but I feel a need to vent as I Feel terrible for exhausting the people I love with all my issues. I started a job about 6 months ago because my other company was being sold. I soon came to realize that I didn't like it and wasn't busy at all. It was in my field of work but I felt lowly at the assistant level. I was so desperate that I started apply for jobs elsewhere after only a few months. I was offered a job on the spot for a higher title job for about the same pay. All I had in my head was that I wanted to advance my career. I feel like I made the worst decision of my life. I get here and there is no training whatsoever. I literally cry everyday and whole I'm at work. Everyone is so nice here though. I hate myself. I feel like a failure and that I effed up again. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm sick to my stomach. I feel like I've messed up my whole life since my last boss was very upset that I left. The future is all I think about. Thanks for letting me vent.
Posted on 07/29/15, 09:29 am