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I dont know what to do..

Mawk07
Mawk07

I was raised in a family where i was beat by both parents. I always told myself i would never be that person. Now im 29 with the love of my life. Lately ive been getting so angry i rage and dont have any control or memory of beating my wife up. Where it got so bad i put her in the hospital the other day. I dont want to be this perosn and i have never been like this. I dont want to lose her but i don't want to cause any more pain to her.

NullFantasma
NullFantasma
The fact that your parents beat you is probably why you have these blackouts of sorts, and act somewhat abusive because of your anger, even if you don't remember it. It's common to see that children that are brought up in generally toxic environments turn out like this. You aren't entirely to blame for it.

I would recommend seeking out professional help. If you can't do that, fine, seek out other options. Online therapy is a thing. Anger management.

The fact that you acknowledge that it is a problem is the first, most important step, and you've made it this far, right? Again, professional help might be your best bet. Try it, at least.