Hi all! So I am a 51 year old mom of two beautiful daughters. They are of course they light of my life.

They do not know however my latest issue. I have a LOT of health issues (which I won't go into unless it correlates to this) which started about 3 1)2 years ago starting with unknown weight loss since the start I have gone from 135lbs to 98 lbs. Reason unknown. Severe nausea, body pain, fatigue, etc. 

I have not had a mammogram since 2013. I know, bad me, especially since my mother had breast cancer.

So last Sunday I was feeling around and on the rib just on/below my right breast, I found a very hard fixed lump. About the size of a Lima bean. At first I thought it was part of the rib, but as I continued to feel a) there is no corresponding bump/lump on the other rib, b) there is SOME minute *squishy" movement if I really push, c) it was not there a year ago. 

I went to my primary dr, he thinks it's just part of the rib, but he is ordering a diagnostic mammogram to be sure.

Needless to say, I'm scared. For some reason I'm convinced it IS cancer. I have , like I said , a lot of health issues that I know my body. even when things looked bad I always knew it would work out ok. This time....bad feeling.

Some of the other symptoms an ache in my mid back, side back rib area. The weight loss and nausea the doctors cannot figure out, always tired no matter how much sleep, body aching all the time, no energy, even my hair just hangs limp and lifeless! 

Am I just jumping the gun? Scaring myself too soon? Or is there something to my thoughts/feelings? I know you can't diagnose me with what I have said, but did anyone feel the same before their diagnosis? The feeling of just Wrong? Just KNEW? 

Any help, advice, pretty words would help! Thank you so much in advance!!!! 

Blessings to you all!       L