Yesterday when I picked up my son from his music lesson I asked him if he talked to his father about going to his school to sign the paper so he can leave at lunch time. He said no Dad was on the phone. I said well he probably was on the phone with one of his women and my son said yes I know he was. Now I don't know why I said what I said because when my son confirmed it I felt like crap. My son doesnt care who he is talking to because when I said he should not be talking to these women in front of you he just said to me he didnt care that we are not together anymore and it doesnt matter. But I still get upset when it is confirmed. It still bothers me I can't let it go that he talks to all these women. Its like he just continued on with the life he had when we were together, never caring that I wanted him to leave because of his behavior. These women are so important to him, our life together was nothing, I was nothing. I know I should not make comments that will come back to answers are comments that will hurt me.
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