BPII bf broke up w/me last night on the phone. "you are a wonderful person, just not right for me." ok, what am I missing here? I was supportive as anyone could possibly be,went out of my way to be with him when he was suicidal. Now he is on the path he was meant to be on (this is 6 months later), so he says. Going to grad school 2 nights/week. Not working just that. Sees himself making contacts/traveling all over to interview people for his yet undecided thesis. I feel like I was used in a way, and now I am thrown away like so much trash for stupid reasons. (see my journal for details). Am I a fool to believe this isn't really HIM but the bipolar?? Help me understand this because I just don't at all. I even think I love him, how bad is that? I feel so alone right now. All I hear is 'not right for me'...does he know what that even is?
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