The weekends are so hard for me. I never thought I would look forward to work, but I can't stand the emptiness of the weekends. I try to find something to do, but there really isn't. All my friends are married and some have younger kids so they are occupied. I don't want to keep bothering my family, I have one sister who is being great to me and I do call her all the time and I go over on Fridays, but she has a husband and even if she didn't I want to give her time for her self to do what she needs to do. So weekends are so hard most of the time I just cry. I go to the store CVS a lot and just walk around, how sad is that. I have looked into the library and school night classes, but most of that is during the week. I just wish this pain would hurry up and go away so I would be happy, or content at least to be by myself. Well thanks for letting me go off I just needed to get this out.
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