I don't know why I can't get out of this sad mood. MY mood did started before we saw the mediator so it is not that. I just dont know. We saw the mediator for the last time, all we have to do now is have her draw up the papers and sign. I am the one who wanted the divorce. Well I never wanted to be divorced I should say, I didnt want this to be my life, but I could not take his lies and betrayal anymore. I just wish that my life could be different and that I didnt have to go through this. I wish he could have been the person that I thought he was. I keep thinking, that I'm going to be divorced, It just keeps hitting me. I Know that I made the right decision, but I really had hoped that this was a decision that I never would have had to make. I know I have to get out of this mood. Usually when I have gotten in this mood it didnt last this long, but this time I can't move past it. Oh well.
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