I found when I first moved out and filed for divorce I felt free, happy and relief. Now the waves of negative emotions and grief are surfacing. I am grieving the relationship I could not have with my ex, the expectations of a man who could love me, hear me and have empathy from time to time. Nope, I married a narcissits that pecked away at my heart slowly. I am still seeing stuff now that I was in denial of. COuld someone really be that manipulative? Yes, but i just don't think that way so hard to understand someone so selfish and all about themselves no matter who they step on.
Really want this pattern out of my life, I dropped 2 narcissit friends at the same time of leaving my ex...cleaned out the closet :) Still sometimes i feel raw as this is a new pattern and I am not used to it, even if it is healthier. Does anyone else feel that?
What were some steps you took for a better life or to improve it
Got into a relationship three weeks ago, which ended only two weeks in. My partner did not feel a spark or connection apparently, even though my friends and my therapist do not think that is true, after all I told them about us. I went from feeling safe, happy, emotionally and mentally stable, and physically comforted/loved to the COMPLETE OPPOSITE and I am in excruciating pain. I am...