I found when I first moved out and filed for divorce I felt free, happy and relief. Now the waves of negative emotions and grief are surfacing. I am grieving the relationship I could not have with my ex, the expectations of a man who could love me, hear me and have empathy from time to time. Nope, I married a narcissits that pecked away at my heart slowly. I am still seeing stuff now that I was in denial of. COuld someone really be that manipulative? Yes, but i just don't think that way so hard to understand someone so selfish and all about themselves no matter who they step on.
Really want this pattern out of my life, I dropped 2 narcissit friends at the same time of leaving my ex...cleaned out the closet :) Still sometimes i feel raw as this is a new pattern and I am not used to it, even if it is healthier. Does anyone else feel that?
First person I dated was for 16 days. They seemed to have personal issues, as well as trying to get theirself together, not wanting anything serious, and also told me they felt "no spark or connection". Despite it all being questionable to my friends, therapist, and I, you would think because it was a 16 day relationship, I would be over it, right? Nope; I thought I was but each time I move on,...
WHO does this? Who?It's a 20 minute PC photo op. Get dressed up nice, sit and get your pictures taken while fielding a couple easy questions from kids about Santa. https://www.cnn.com/2018/12/25/politics/trump-santa-phone-call/index.html