Everyday I have to remind myself that my husband wants a divorce. Even though things right now between us are better than ever, he still feels the same way. Even though we are still intimate with each other, maybe more now than when we were together, he still wants a divorce. With counseling and a support group that I have been going to, I have been feeling better. Not great obviously because I still love my husband, but better, I can see myself starting to show through this dark shadow that I have been living in for quite some time now. I'm stressed because the clock is ticking. My husband can file for divorce at the end of the month. Once that happens, we can break our lease on our house and go our seprate ways. I'm stressed because I will have no where to live when that time comes. I can't move back home because of my job and I can't transfer until June. I have no where to go or to live come the end of this month and its taking a toll on my happiness. I haven't been working long but I did work hard to get this job so I didn't want to leave. But because I haven't been working long, I haven't saved a lot of money. I've been thinking about staying in a hotel but even then, my money is going down the drain and I will have nothing left. I don't know if my husband will be understanding about this. I already asked him to not file until I was emotionally ready but he has already been getting everything in order to file as soon as he can. I'm not emotionally ready still and now to add to it I'm not financially ready. I don't know what to do, or to think, or to say. I'm lost again right when I felt like I was beginning to find myself.