im really finding it hard today,i cant stop crying.he left again yesterday after a week of me believing things were going to be ok.he just dosent love me anymore.im in one of them moods were im so tired through lack of sleep but couldnt sleep if i tried,i cant consontrate on anything.im even anoying myself with the crying.why do i still love him after everything he has put us through?i hate myself for being so weak.
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