A few days before New Years my husband hit me with he don’t want to be with me anymore and he don’t love me it broke my heart about a month ago he moved to a different state for work me and the kids were supposed to join him in a few months I thought things were going great we would video chat every day and he would come home on the weekends I even went to check out the new place we would text all day and he would tell me how much he missed me and loved me we have been together going on 4 years we have had our ups and downs we have both done our wrongs in the beginning my husband would emotionally cheat all the time he promised he never sexually cheated but he would talk to different women he even kissed one at one point I did my wrongs too I cheated about a year and a half ago it was wrong and I hate my self every day for it but even in the mist of it all we wanted to conntinue our marriage and work Thur it all we had been going to church talking more about our problems and trying to understand each other’s needs more I felt things were going great I felt loved and wanted and when he hit me with he’s done literally over night it broke my heart and I don’t understand he blames me for cheating as I said he was a year and a half ago so I can’t seem to believe it’s thats he’s been so hateful ignoring me not talking to me telling me he don’t love me I asked if he had someone over where he’s living or met someone and he says no he’s just tired of me and isn’t happy I can’t seem to wrap my head around all this I’m pregnant and it makes things worse he’s saying the baby isn’t his and he wants nothing to do with it or me I’m so heart broken because I truly do love him and iv tried to talk and make him see that be he shuts me out I have no where to turn and feel so alone it’s got to the point where I’m not sleeping well or eating well I try to stay positive for the kids but it’s hard I feel someone ripped my heart out giving him his space seems wrong I can’t understand it and I can’t get my self to leave him alone what should I do
I am new here, but I've struggled with anxiety all my life. I constantly am waiting for something bad to happen and it leads me to sabotage a lot of great things in my life. I need better coping skills, but i dont know where to start. Whether its in relationships or in my everyday life I just feel like I will fail or people will leave me. So sometimes I dont even want to leave my house.
I have a question.Do you ever feel like a prisoner to your PTSD? Sometimes you’re good at ignoring at and pretending you’re fine, but then you realize that it secretly dictates your every move?Do you ever find yourself making new psychological discoveries about yourself? Like, you act like this because of your PTSD? Or you think like that because of it?Do you ever feel uncomfortable in your...